Come With Us Now On A Journey Through Time And Space...

~Beggars- Mallory Knox~
 
So my Media exam is finally over, I only have Music tech coursework to do and I'm free to leave college till next September!
I can't tell you how relieved I am, although I'll miss the Music lot, they're like my family.
I'd never done a 2 and a half hour exam before, I honestly could not feel my hand for a good 20 minutes afterwards, it hurt so bad.
But I think I did well, the questions were perfect.
-fingerscrossed-
 
I've also discovered that being led on hurts like hell.
I spent 2 months being told that I was pretty and that any guy would be lucky to have me, that he liked me and had feelings for me, he was making plans with me for stuff we would be able to do.
Then he stops speaking to me for four days.
See him round college and the prick kisses some girl right in front of me.
I mean, I knew he had a sort of reputation... but you know when people change your mind?
I should've listened, it wouldn't feel like I'd been shoved on a shelf now...
It hurts so bad, only because I honestly felt pretty for once and I thought I might've had a chance...
</3 Oh well, people suck, what are you going to do? :c

Okay, I know, I did a Houdini act again, I'm sorry, I've been stupidly busy.
 
But guys! One of my favourite people, Miss Heather-Elizabeth Bailey has decided to upload her songs to YouTube, and THEY ARE BEAUTIFUL.
 
Can you please do me a favour and give her a listen? Because she's lovely, and so are her songs, I think I've found your new favourite acoustic artist, you're so very welcome.
 
It will literally take 2 seconds of your life to click on this link and give this lovely lady a listen, heck, just leave it running in a different tab if you want, but give her a listen, she actually writes meaningful and pretty songs.
 
Clickity click click! http://www.youtube.com/channel/UCe99_1TJKMWC4DaU6Ap4ijQ?feature=watch
 
Thank you so much, if you did, please let me know! I promise you will not regret this you lovely Polyvorians ♥

So, I saw Bring Me The Horizon on Saturday.
HOLY DEAR LORD THEY WERE BEAUTIFUL.
 
I've never heard a crowd sing along so loudly.
I've never seen as big a pit.
{Trust me, I've been to enough to make a judgement}
 
Someone told me they sucked live, and when I saw them support Bullet in 2010 they did.
BUT NOT ANYMORE.
THEY WERE INCREDIBLE.
 
And everyone says Oli's a dik'ed, he seemed so lovely to me.
I want to see them again please.
I only had 2 bruises, that was disappointing :(

~Alive In The Lights- Memphis May Fire~
~ this-life-is-a-glitch.tumblr.com/ ~
~ twitter.com/LizzieProthero ~
 
BEFORE you think I'm a vain prick, please read this, There is a reason I used my own face for this, I swear.
It's long, but I think people need to realise this.
 
So lately, I've been witnessing some freaking vile bullying going on in my Media class at college.
At college ffs, aren't 16-18 year olds supposed to be more mature than that?
Anyways, they're bullying this boy for being different, he used to annoy me so much, but lately I've actually watched the way my class start laughing after he speaks, sniggering to themselves in their stupid little cliques.
The worst part is he doesn't know why they're doing it. He asks, they just laugh harder.
His face after that breaks my heart each time. I make it a point to smile at him once the laughing has died down, so he knows there are some decent people out there who aren't going to be that horrible to him.
I let him sit with me, and I talk to him and treat him as I would anyone, he annoyed me, sure, but once I took the time to get to know him, he's quite nice.
I just want to hit everyone when they laugh, try that when you yourself are perfect kay?
 
My cousin is like a little sister to me, and she's being picked on for the way she looks.
I think she's beautiful, she had the most flawless smile and the loveliest brown eyes.
She's not eating enough. And it's killing us to watch it.
But at least we know it's happening, we can keep an eye on her.
Other people aren't that lucky.
 
I only used my picture, because I used to have it absolutely ripped out of me for the way I looked, the music I listen to and the clothes I wore.
I'm only just starting to notice the nice parts of myself. Literally just now.
I felt pretty for the first time in a while today. Yesterday I burst into tears in a public changing room because the lighting made me feel hideous.
And that's when I remembered all the things I hated about myself. It's been playing on my mind.
 
~I had acne from the age of 9, which is unusually young. Only last year I went on Roaccutane. It's this hectic drug for skin that you have to get treated for privately so that nothing goes wrong.
My face is still scarred. It won't go away for a while longer yet.
~ My teeth used to be so wonky that my front teeth would make a 'V' shape in grapes when I bit into them. I'll leave you to imagine what that looked like. I had braces for three years, plus jaw alignment and surgery to force teeth down from my gums early. They were taken off in August.
~ I still have cowslicks in my hair- which is when your hair splits itself and you can't train it not too, I constantly fiddle with my fringe to try and keep it right.
~ My hip was dislocated when I was born, I got discharged for it when I was 12, but recently it keeps giving out again, one second I'm walking, the next I'm on the floor and can't walk. It leaves me walking weirdly.
~ I'm blind in my left eye, that doesn't change, it's never going to change, but hey ho.
 
That's just a few of the things I don't like, and that's what people used to laugh at me for. Strangers used to 'ew' me on the street, it made me so upset. I can still hear them saying it now and again.
 
But my point is, why do people never realise that what they're doing hurts people? It ruins people and it changes them.
Why do they never think to just keep things to themselves?
The person they're laughing at probably doesn't give a damn about their opinion- until it becomes regular taunting.
And I bet they can name several things they don't like about their tormentors either.
They just have the decency not to voice them.
 
I hate people sometimes. So much.
-Rant over-
 
Well done if you actually read all that. I hope it made sense.
I just want people to realise that even the tiniest thing can have a domino effect on people.
Don't be the one to knock it over and start the change.
Please.
 

 
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On the plus side, I spoke to Matt for the whole of yesterday, it was like nothing has changed <3

How can you say no, especially when Vic and Tyler are cooing over a puppy right in front of you?
C'mon, you know you want too ;D
 
I have plots, but I'd prefer to do one of yours.
I'm happy to make sets and shizz.
It doesn't matter if we're already roleplaying, I'll do another one with you?
Or you can be totally new, hi, I'm not weird, promise. :3

~I Forgive You- Every Avenue~
 
Thought I should make a colourful set to make up for yesterdays super depressing one.

For Media.
Took forever.
None of these are my images.
I take no credit.
 
I'll get onto replying in a second :3

~Ghosts In The Machine- Ghost Town~
 
I HAS A TWITTER.
Boom.
For like, the third time.
But yeah.
I promise to use this one.
 
I don't know what I'd post.
Still don't, guess we'll find out huh?
 
I'd like it if some of you tweeters followed me.
Have a little chat now and then. I follow back.
Or not, you know, it's cool.
 
Anyways, my twitter;
https://twitter.com/LizzieProthero
 
I promise to have a more creative username.
I just can't think of one yet...
 
Lalala, okay, see you later xD

Aw, he's cute.